K i w i .

I am Kriszi L., but I'd rather be called Kaye. I'm dragging myself every waking school day to do what seems to be my worst living nightmare, in an environment which really gets on my nerves as soon as I set foot in its boundary. In short, I study a course in which I have very little interest on, in a school which I'm not sure I really belong to.. 'Nuff said.

What really brings me into blogging is this: I'm living this point in everyone's life when they feel that there's more than what there is right now. Can I say I'm contented? In some point, Yes. At most, No. So here I am, trying to fill out what's missing. And no, I am not talking about material things. This is all about a girl's need of belongingness, self-esteem, and self-actualization.

Most of my free time(and by that I mean free days), I spend my time on the Internet, constantly checking my Facebook account(Yes, I know this sounds wayyy too boring and unproductive for a girl with really BIG dreams!). Until I realize that I should not pass out in time, I should make my days count.

With this, I thought of the little things that makes me happy:

• I thought about how much influence I get from true to life experiences;
• I thought about how much fascinated I am with anything about the arts and fashion;
• I though about how good I am with things that make women beautiful.

I thought, if I am only, maybe, 0.000001% of the world's population, how can I make myself count? I thought, if these little things can make me happy, maybe someone else also feels happy in these ways. I challenged myself: I am given only one life, I would make it count.

I want to share my everyday experiences about anything: life, love, beauty, lifestyle... Anything. I want to be part of someone else's life, I want to make a difference even if it's just in little ways. Maybe some will get inspired, maybe some will learn lessons, maybe someone will get annoyed(but really, who cares?).

I entitled my first post Kiwi, 'cause just a while ago, my cousin showed me this video animation. At first, I was a little skeptical about it, but then I still showed eagerness. And, mind you, I still can't really get over the fact that 3 minutes and 10 seconds video of an animated bird gave me all the motivation I needed to take a step forward. I won't spoil you, just watch the video *here*. (Warning: This may bring you to tears. For the softhearted, make sure you have Kleenex with you!)

I have a new dream: I wanna be just as strong as Kiwi. I want to achieve my dream, no matter how long it takes, no matter how hard it takes, no matter whatever.

I hope you enjoyed watching Kiwi, as well as reading this post. You can leave any, (and by that I mean ANY) comments/suggestions/questions below ;)

“You are never too old to set another goal or to dream a new dream.” ― C.S. Lewis

Sweetdreams, Kiwis!